you're not alone.....

Friday, July 24, 2009

失眠

seriously

on bed "gun lao gun qu"
bao my comforter tight tight
还是不能睡？
steaming~! @@
took bath
on fan
listen to micheal buble..you're always on my mind
thn micheal jac's you're not alone. ben.
dreaming..
Still not sleepy?
kacau my aunt & cousin
paksa her talk to me so that i feel sleepy
she complain that i surely missing "someone" so cannot sleep
but...my mind is just kosong~!
i want to sleep~!
at the end... she fall asleep @@ ZZzzzz....
talking alone...
gg mini map a while
back to bed
off fan
on aircon
then off aircon
on fan.. (too cold)

my eyes...
still open SOOOOOOOOO wide~!~!
我快疯了~!

HAMI DAI CHI?~!?
(WATS THE PROBLEM???)

mailto:&@%5E(!*#%!&@(#&!^@*!@*!&(#
pili pala pili pala~

HISTORY QUIZ at 8am tomorrow...
5 hours to go only....
bo lat liao...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Sarawak laksa~ ^^

Tuesday evening... hmmph

for a sudden, me and my aunt and my cousin

feels like laksa"ing"

its been 7 months..

yea 7 MONTHS i dint laksa~

can u imagine that??

you duno the pain of being separated from your favourite food....

ophs.. this is not sarawak laksa...

its just a stupid girl eating IKEA hot dog bun..

k la.. here goes the laksa...

eh? not laksa again

its baby "khu" ing one side

while we are cooking laksa

its not easy thou..

so many things to prepare

ma huan...

prawns...

the silky silky noodles for laksa

cousin fry egg..
cos she knows my egg kungfu very bad..

egg 丝

gg ness chicken drumstick

laksa "liao" bought from sarawak

cookcookcook with prawn punya "kak"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ladies and gentlemen...

(drum roll"ing"....)

MEMPERSEMBAHKAN

KL HOMEMADE SARAWAK LAKSA

@angkasa kondominium

block XX level XX no.XX

!!!!~~~~ TaDa ~~~!!!!

I feeeeeeeeeeel good~! oh yea~!

ok i got to admit..

its not 100% laksa "bi"

but got 70% liao...

ya ba da ba doooo~!!!! ^^

Imba"ness" of buddies...

cool stuff happening lately...
EMO FASHION...
everytime i on my msn and click on

"BUDDY LIST"
this is what i get >>>

@@emo mimi ~ MiliMiM
@@emo (#) Yy (#) - emo road line (means emo 路线)
@@emoLoong : bla bla bla... emo not enough
@@emo... 阿飘(^)暴力事件
@@emo~ Ce$l@ Vie ~ CheEr$ ~
@@emo yann
@@emo Drew - emo Project, establishing
@@emoLoli - forced to emo borh
@@emo Ahnick
@@emo lvin
@@emo SilvEr Ray Jing W Chen

so... how everything started?
i'm not sure.. its like fashion...
one ppl start.... LAI LIAO....
liao liao ki siao follow.....
赢liao咯`!!!

emo ahtao>>>>>>>>>shuian , maybe?
(ask ppl put emo la wui... lol~! got format somemore)
emo designer >>>>>> emoDrew
(free design~! whoever wan emo pic send him now~!)
emo best actor>>>>>>emoloong aka dota king

emo best-Quote >>>> emoYy
(anthing oso can relate to "emo"nees)
emo best supporter>> emo yann
(so far away oso can emo wit us)
emo best Dc king>>>> lachel...

(haha~!)

so.....who is the emo king???

P/S

1. xy n xian.. where u ? dun kak kak ku lei~
2. MISS YOU ALL

3. TAKE CARE~! XD

4. TATAZ~

Monday, July 13, 2009

It's been a week....

ggness endless cough~
can anyone tell me...
how to stop *cough* *cough* *cough*~~~~~~~
T.T
i drink many many many many many many many water
nge nge DRINK
i didn't eat hot spicy fried stuff...
finish doctor's ubat already...
i TRY to sleep early...
but On n Off bed hundred times becos of the stupid cough
now my chest pain liao..
how m i going to have my vocal lesson tomorrow...~ @@
^!3!!^%*%#!@
ok cool down...
i m blessed i dint kena H1N1...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

生病

又生病“ing”了

咳嗽又发烧又头痛
咳出来的“糖”还带着血。。
很难入睡。。
睡了又会咳醒。。

好累。。。
好想家。。。
好想有人照顾。。
好想有人关心。。

回想起在家生病。。
即使有多难受。。
有妈咪帮我拿药和水。。
有妈咪煮粥给我。。

这是什么心情？
自己一个人在外地的时候。。。
生病真的。。
不好受。。！

朋友们。。不要像我一样生病啦~！

大家 take care lu..~! XD

Friday, June 26, 2009

Bye bye...@@MJ

this morning when i go for makan with Lisa in Uni
oh my... GGness
CNN news report ~
Micheal Jackson Dead
That's sad..
died early morning after suffering a suspected heart attack
..and he is only 50!
so our legendary King of Pop passed away...
raise in peace@@...

just last night..
listening to "Heal The World" by MJ...
(i know... its kindna old fashion song.. but its so meaningful)

So this is life...
unexpected or unsuspected things keeps happen everyday
happy or sad..
sweet or sour...
good or bad...
lucky or unlucky...
hate it or love it...

人生有几个十年？？
最重要要活得痛快！！！

This is so true...
how many more 10 years we can enjoy our life?
eg. MJ only get 5 ten years ...
what about me? 6 7 8?

No matter what..
we have to appreciate every single moment...
appreciate our papa n mama, family, Buddies, teachers, Friends,
appreciate ppl u care for, ppl who cares u,
ppl u like.. ppl u r happy with.. ppl who r important in your life..
everyBody...
Enjoy happy moments.. Sweet moment...
special moments~!
ABK super special single moment! (added in by request) lol ,,,
So we have no regrets..

Everyone wants to be appreciated,
so if you appreciates someone,
don't keep it a secret....

because when you really lost somebody ...
u can't even get a chance to even say "bye"...
and it's not as simple as just " i miss you"...

P/S : take care everyone~! XD

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Only Human

I LOVE THIS SONG

this song just warms my heart

at the same time makes my cry...@@

before i found the meaning of the lyrics

i thought it is a love song

but then...

it's totally different from what i feel...

something to share with everyone

the meaning of [Only Human] by K

from 1 Litre of Tears

On the opposite coast of sadness
Is something called smile

Finally we arrived,
but what we're waiting for?

The purpose is not to run away,
It's to chase after dreams.
We should have gone out to travel
on that summer day so long ago

If we find it tomorrow
we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a Miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails
his tears glitter and fall

Even if we're grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
Just go forward, just a little further

Even tomorrow, if you see it
Though there isn't a sigh either
Like a ship going against the current flow
Right now, Go forward, Move ahead

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
although it brings only darkness
A strong and powerful light
helps push us to walk on...

P/S :
Watch " 1 litre of Tears" ,
and there's absolutely no way you won't appreciate your life more...
get the meaning?
HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE~! ^^

Thursday, June 18, 2009

ggggrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh........>.<

shh~~...
i m typing this while my student is doing her theory..
hahahah~ shhh~~
i guess she is too young to know wat is blogging...
super super xieeennnn~
all student still in holiday mood kah?
bo lat bo lat one...!!!

ok back to the "ggrrrrhhhh" thingy..
the taxi driver loh~
that 老uncle ask so many question
whn he drive me to this music school just now
真的是kepo到~~~~~@@晕！
so old dy , whole head white white dio still got energy ask oh~?

<"short" version>

kepo : Girl, you teach at the music centre ah?
me : ya
kepo : wow~ thn wat u teach?
(bla bla bla bla~almost 5 minutes)
me : [keep smiling with a little bu nai fan, cos i m sticky n sweating ,too hot]
[his aircon cacat eh... wu aircon kana bo aircon eh]
kepo : so u not local ?
me : no, from sarawak.
kepo : NO WONDER LAH.. u look different.. last time i got a girlfren also from sarawak.
me : oooo...
[@@ si ahh?? so..??who cares??.. so?? drive faster la! i almost late dy]
kepo : so u r not chinese??
me : huh?? [ eyes open big big~! O.O]
kepo : owh~! u r chinese ah?
me : OF COZZZ......i don't look like chinese?
kepo : no la, ( keke one) ( thn he laugh) so how old are u ?
me : erm , uncle later u have to turn left after the traffic light ya.
[ trying to avoid his Q]
[thn he continue his topic.. wat the???]
kepo : i thk... u are 18 or 19?
me : [ @@guess wat i answer... ] ....(am chio!!)
[well.. at least i m happy with this]

thn continue non stop until i pay him money...

this is not the first time dy..

aiyayayayai...
laddies and gentlemen...
我是华人！ok...
TEOCHEW NANG~!!
潮洲 mix 福洲 leh~!

music history quiz tomorrow...8am@@
have to teach till 10pm..
T.T
everyone good luck~~ jia you~~~

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Happy birthday~ to 伟石腾麦可老

lol... Winston~

u got ur Chinese version name liao...

Hope u enjoyed ur happy 20th lah yea..

with 3 hours of MUSIC HISTORY class

listening to Messe de Notre Dame

instead of birthday song... lol

do u feel 幸福 leh?

last nite after orchestra rehearsal

whole bunch of orchestra ppl + karen n beatrice

yam cha with u

toady another round..

THAI FOOD~!! lol

which i shouldn't even touch..cos i m still sick

but... I DUN CARE~!! lol...

so after class

zhiwen, lisa, me, winston, beatrice, yvoon

go for thai food~!!! hehhehhheh

supppperr dupperr nice

牛肉

傻婆

沙婆

as in 沙劳越婆

me and beatrice

tom yam.....and otak otak

ok... dun play play liao..

theory mid term tomorrow....

arghh... time to pia cek~!

good luck everyone~!!!

something interesting happened in msn...

lol... thanks to ****

i learned my anakku lesson ^^

Monday, June 15, 2009

sick...

sick again

more serious than before

arrghhhhhh~!!!!

T.T

feel empty.....

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Lonely day...

Such a lonely day...
it's A day that i can't stand..
I know more of these days will come...
but i will try my best to go on...

My Pa & Ma came last Wednesday and gave me a big surprise~!!
My Brother came all the way down from Singapore to meet us...
i dint get to see them since CNY..
i dunno when will be our next Family reunion..
how long could that be???
in few years time again??
anyway...
Thanks pa ma for staying back in kl this week~!! ^^
but they went back hometown today...
I felt very guilty seeing both of them so old dy...
live alone without any of us(me, bro & sis) taking care of them..
and i dint get holiday to go back hometown this year
because of camp n bla bla bla...
Pa Ma.. must take care always yea...
love u both always...

watched astro...
funny movie...
wanted to laugh out loud..
but it's too wired laughing alone...

my handphone...
switched to silent mode by it's own...
without me touching it...

Mid-term exam coming....
lots to follow up as i missed too many classes...lol..
stress coming liao...si liao...
so i must gao gao tak cek liao...Pia CEK~!!
(say only...very lazy me..)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Dedication for all of You

For u who cares about me..

and for all of u who i care for........

MUST READ THIS~!!! ^^

Friends Forever
by Vitamin C

edited by Me

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 21
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These Memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that day back in years
I didn't know much about true friend
But it pass by too soon
And there was me and you
And we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

So if we get the big Jobs
And we make the Big Money
When we look back now
Will our jokes be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
I keep, keep thinking that it's not Goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Will we thinking about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess i Though that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when We leave this town?

And This is how it feels...